Toy - Takayan Lyrics: 今は出したい自分も隠そう表情も 気持ちがバレないように 棘だらけの掌を無理矢理掴んでる 震える 抱かれてるのに 偏る愛 It's on me Kill 自我 見ない 君以外 振り返る 今まで彼は笑った? 一途に恋した中で 一度もないでしょ? そのまま振り向かないよ それが運命 朝が来れば互い他人で 今夜も "好き" と "無気力" と共に Good night 使い捨ての玩具 行為の時だけ楽しそうにする "愛されたい" "遊ばれたい" 二人の自分 変にあなたに絡む異性に 一瞬で嫉妬してしまう自分にも 嫌悪感抱き 馬鹿馬鹿しい 自分だけ勝手に折れて 一方的に愛すのは ただの自己満足だ 頑張り過ぎた所で あなたには伝わらない 求められると "幸せ" を感じてる 何故か癖になってる 魅力だけ輝く 私が浮気してしまえば、 "好きだ" って言ってくれるかな? 結局は居なくても あなたの反応は同じでしょ? 飽き飽きしてる抜け出すための努力 追いかける 在りもしない果ての妄想 さっさと幸せになりたい というか永遠に何も考えたくない 幸せにしたいしされたい 幸せが何か分からない 少し汚くても良いから 少し常識外れで良いから 自分で自分を助けるしかないんだ 早くそのうち 好きな人と笑いながら手を繋げる日を. 今は出したい自分も隠そう表情も 気持ちがバレないように 棘だらけの掌を無理矢理掴んでる 震える 抱かれてるのに 偏る愛 It's on me Kill 自我 見ない 君以外 振り返る 今まで彼は笑った? 一途に恋した中で 一度もないでしょ? そのまま振り向かないよ それが運命 朝が来れば互い他人で 今夜も "好き" と "無気力" と共に Good night 使い捨ての玩具 Romaji: Ima wa dashitai jibun mo kakusou hyōjō mo Kimochi ga barenai yōni Togedarake no tenohira o muriyari tsukanderu Furueru idakareteru no ni katayoru ai It S on me Kill jiga minai kimi igai Furikaeru ima made kare wa waratta? Itto ni koi shita naka de Ichi do mo nai desho? Sonomama furimukanai yo sore ga unmei Asa ga kureba tagai tanin de kon'ya mo "suki" to "mukiryoku" totomoni Good night tsukaisute no omocha Kōi no toki dake tanoshisō ni suru "Aisaretai" "asobaretai" ni nin no jibun Hen ni anata ni karamu isei ni Isshun de shittoshiteshimau jibun ni mo Ken'okan idaki bakabakashii Jibun dake katte ni orete Ippōteki ni aisu no wa tada no jiko manzoku da Ganbarisugita tokoro de anata ni wa tsutawaranai Motomerareru to "shiawase" o kanjiteru Nazeka kuse ni natteru miryoku dake kagayaku Watashi ga uwakishiteshimaeba, "Suki da" tte ittekureru ka na? Kekkyoku wa inakute mo anata no hannō wa onaji desho? Akiakishiteru nukedasu tame no doryoku Oikakeru ari mo shinai hate no mōsō Sassato shiawase ni naritai to iu ka eien ni nani mo kangaetakunai Shiawase ni shita ishisaretai shiawase ga nani ka wakaranai Sukoshi kitanakute mo yoi kara sukoshi jōshiki hazure de yoi kara Jibun de jibun o tasukeru shika nai n da Hayaku sonouchi sukina hito to warai nagara te o tsunageru hi o. Ima wa dashitai jibun mo kakusou hyōjō mo Kimochi ga barenai yōni Togedarake no tenohira o muriyari tsukanderu Furueru idakareteru no ni katayoru ai It S on me Kill jiga minai kimi igai Furikaeru ima made kare wa waratta? Itto ni koi shita naka de Ichi do mo nai desho? Sonomama furimukanai yo sore ga unmei Asa ga kureba tagai tanin de kon'ya mo "suki" to "mukiryoku" totomoni Good night tsukaisute no omocha English: I want to run away from myself and this expression I conceal In order for no one to realize how I feel It's like forcibly gripping thorns with my palm Even though I'm trembling embracing it, this one sided love It's on me Kill, my ego can't see anyone but you Looking back did he ever laugh? When I was wholeheartedly in love He never did huh? Never turning to look at me, that's fate If morning comes I'll be with a stranger, and tonight I'm with another dull love Goodnight, disposable toys It's only fun during the act "I want to be loved" "I want to played with", my two selves You curiously entangling with the opposite sex And within a moment me getting jealous Embracing these unpleasant feelings, it's so stupid Breaking me as you please One sidedly loving is just self satisfaction My persistence will never reach you Just from being desired, I feel happy Somehow it's becoming a habit, only what's charming shines through If I were to cheat, I wonder if you'd say you love me? But in the end even if I weren't here, it's all the same to you I'm sick of building up the effort to break free I won't chase after anything, in the end it's delusional I quickly want to become happy, or more precisely I don't want to think of anything for eternity I just want to be happy, I don't know what kind of thing happiness is I don't mind if you're a little dirty, I don't care if you lack common sense I only have myself to save Eventually soon will be the day I laugh with the person I love holding hands I want to run away from myself and this expression I conceal In order for no one to realize how I feel It's like forcibly gripping thorns with my palm Even though I'm trembling embracing it, this one sided love It's on me Kill, my ego can't see anyone but you Looking back did he ever laugh? When I was wholeheartedly in love He never did huh? Never turning to look at me, that's fate If morning comes I'll be with a stranger, and tonight I'm with another dull love Goodnight, disposable toys
