I Don't Care - Tom MacDonald Lyrics [Verse 1] Honestly, I'm sick of death and hearing the complains Everybody wants to tell me how I've changed I think somehow I'm responsible for bodies filling graves If I made the songs they wanted, were they fans I could have saved? Man, that's a lotta weight Wait, I thought it would be great to entertain And now I understand why mumble rappers say the things they say They don't want any obligation to the fanbase they create I guess my morals won't allow me to be famous if it's fake I barely made it, I was livin' in the ghetto always prayin' My potential wouldn't go to waste before I could escape it I just had a mental breakdown Rent was due, I couldn't pay it Killing roaches, scraping guts off all the plates and being patient, ay Livin' in the hood could have got me kill Kitchen full of rats, stomach never fill They cut off the lights, could have pay the bills I was always shake, couldn't buy the pills Girlfriend almost left me We were broken, we were desperate Right before it got too heavy I went viral, off a record, ay Never signed the deal, I did it on my own I made all the beats, I write every song Did not all believe I did it all alone Told me I was weak I show 'em I was strong Never should have bet against me Thought my anxiety was gonna rack me Thought my depression will get to my head for a second and leave But they never left me [Chorus]Everybody says I've changed up, I've changed up "Cause I had nothing then I came up, came up Now I" m someone they are afraid of, afraid of So say some, say some, woah Ay, yo, everything you say bro I don't care, no, I don't care, bro Fame won't ever make me change so I don't care, no, I don't care, no [Verse 2] Honestly, it's bothered me since I've become this famous People comment like I don't see what they're saying I get death threats every day and so my family call me garbage, call me racist Try to tell my therapist that I'm afraid, I can't explain it, uh Back up, don't touch me, I'm anxious All of this money I'm banking Don't make me happy, I can't win Don't get me wrong, no, I'm thankful Wanted to catch and inhabit Pressure form standards established Amplified anger and sadness Can't deny that it did damage Ay, take the box off me Take off all the chains Take the braids out of my hair lay or the tattoos off my face Stop comparing me to Hopsin, Token, NF and em I think they're great, but so am I and I don't' wanna be them And I never change, but I'm not the same I am not the person that I once was Alcoholic, I was calling mama, always try to borrow 50 bucks, uh, ay I put my parents in debt I even embarrassed my friends I didn't care if I die, I was honestly hopefully that I wouldn't' wake up again But I'm back now Knock me down to that nap and now I stand proud Last round, believe me I'm ready to strap until they back down Doctor give me pills, told me I was sad Never took 'em tho, throw 'em into trash Made a couple mil', money doesn't last Try to smile a bit, livin' in the past [Chorus]Everybody says I've changed up, I've changed up "Cause I had nothing then I came up, came up Now I" m someone they are afraid of, afraid of So say some, say some, woah Ay, yo, everything you say bro I don't care, no, I don't care, bro Fame won't ever make me change so I don't care, no, I don't care, no [Verse 3] See this Gucci? I bought it I won't sell it homie, stop it This is symbol of the work I did that's finally acknowledged This is robbing corner stores while getting soda and some chocolate This is bullied all my life by kids at school, I ain't forgotten This is private that I got by sacrificing food and water This is dollars I had after finally paying back my father This is failing great and skipping class and dropping out of college You can't stop me, that's your problem I will get it if I want it (Woah) Stop telling me that I switched That's my life changed, I'm a different guy My mama proud, my girl's stoked My sister happy I didn't die They're mad, instead of saying "Tom, I wish you the best" Of course I changed, I had to go and buy a bulletproof vest "Cause I" m stressed, ya I'm a mess, ya I need rest, ya Wastin' energy on enemies I never met, ya I need mence, ya I need bed, ya, what the heck? I just sent a text to see if I still have some friends, ya Now that I'm healthy, and nobody help me I wanna get every penny in the pennant I'm a maddest, I'm a racket, all the records Got a message I'ma spread it And I'm still the person my mama nurse To become this version, so shoutout mom I don't ever sleep, every night is long Everything is on me, Tom [Chorus]Everybody says I've changed up, I've changed up "Cause I had nothing then I came up, came up Now I" m someone they are afraid of, afraid of So say some, say some, woah Ay, yo, everything you say bro I don't care, no, I don't care, bro Fame won't ever make me change so I don't care, no, I don't care, no